conversation got me here; another night alone in the city

thePASSION.
Thursday, April 26, 2007

powerful.
the way you make me trip over myself.
like a fleeting exchange of yes and no.
formidable Marlboro.

what a ridiculously bad example it is to us.
bore witness to such extreme self-consciousness.
and total disregard for fellow homosapiens.
how revoltingly undignified.
stop wearing your heart on your sleeve.

i really salute good stand-up comedians.
better a witty fool than a foolish wit.
that came from shakespeare.

i dont need a whole lot of money
i dont need a big fine car
i got everything that a girl could want
i got more than, than i can ask for.

~~perfect~~ion at 1:34 PM

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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

i've always loved doing it.
and i doubt i'll ever stop loving it.
took me time to grasp its layered reasoning.
to fight an inner match of ranking.
wrenches the fun out of it all.
purpose surfaces on deep cerulean.
thats what we came here for.

and all of a sudden.
i see the days and weeks ahead.
lined up and waiting to be gotten through.
despair floods me.

the people who break in.
are those who dont expect reciprocation.

i guess they cant take my emotions.
know it, believe it, behave it.

the time traveler's wife has got me addicted.
and yay for my guns n' roses and silvertide cd.

the nights are long
and the days roll into each other
in the city of angels
i cant get no sleep.

~~perfect~~ion at 12:25 PM

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Monday, April 23, 2007

the dependency of it all.
such inevitable flaws of nature.
it was never meant for us to stay this way.
funny, how we choose to defy it.

maybe saturday was really fine.
and yes i know.
its hard overriding the perfectionist part of me.

the things i've come to learn.
it doesnt just end here.

lets not kill the karma
lets not start a fight
its not worth the drama
for a beautiful liar.

~~perfect~~ion at 4:10 PM

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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

then i'll start over.
i've changed much.

and i would have stayed up
with you all night
had i known how to save a life.

~~perfect~~ion at 2:46 PM

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Sunday, April 15, 2007

yes i am blessed.

dragon boating.
water rafting.
interesting day i must say.

i still recall the first time i got drenched.
the rain was heavy.
it was cold, colder, more painful.
i could have withstood it.
if it werent for your crushing ability.
again today.
drenched for the second time.
along with the rest of the ab instructors.
this time, liberating.

christmas lights and city walks.
sunset breezes lengthy talks.
laugh it off.
such far-fetched understanding.

and you carried me on your back.

woah we're halfway there
woah livin' on a prayer
take my hand and we'll make it i swear
woah livin' on a prayer.

~~perfect~~ion at 2:08 PM

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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

never would i imagine this to come from me.
but playing PS2 is fun.
especially if you're feeling smoked.
a round of team battles with your brother.
enough to cure just about anything.
my fingers are numb now.

well well.
you dont know what you're in for.
no one has done that.
and gotten away with it.
i brought you in.
and i can take you out.
ignorance.

what will it come to.
with pawns and invertebrates.
no jive but full of rhythm.
passable but not exceptional.

slip inside the eye of your mind
dont you know you might find
a better place to play.

~~perfect~~ion at 4:04 PM

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Sunday, April 08, 2007

satisfunktion.
second jam session.
niceness.
chemistry practice.
i realised i have bands of different genres.
interesting.

the noobists - christian contemp and poprock.
straightjacket - any genre.
blue exit - rock and alternative.
extasy - jrock.
second week saviour - christian contemp.
satisfunktion - funk.

and i remember so.
the best times of my life.
when we made music altogether.
nothing else comes close.

i thought i heard you laughing
i thought i heard you sing
i think i thought i saw you try
oh no i've said too much
i havent said enough.

~~perfect~~ion at 4:20 PM

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Thursday, April 05, 2007

idol auditions yesterday.
i would say it was nicely done.
considering the fact we only had one jam session together.
if this were the finals, yall would've won.
so much for eighth-graders and choirettes.
this is what you get.
when you put five music passionists together.
a rockin' good show.

not by my might.
but by His strength.
and how His grace has brought me through.
why does this happen everytime before i perform.
i guess its a reminder.
of whose pillar i should lean on.

training.
dont remind me.
cataclysmic cascade of mishaps.
and oh how i hate to lose.

play that funky music white boy
play that funky music right
lay down the boogie
and play that funky music till you die.

~~perfect~~ion at 1:24 PM

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Monday, April 02, 2007

i've long forgotten since.
how all this has grown cold.
no more raging storms.
dead inside.
too preoccupied.
let humanity go, or not.

real proud of you, crew.
champions eh.
session for the passion.
soap for the dope.
new crew, new lines.
waiting to hear them (:

how they dance in the courtyard
sweet summer sweat
some dance to remember
some dance to forget.

~~perfect~~ion at 3:22 PM

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Sunday, April 01, 2007

first jam.
tentatively crate of korg.
not bad for a band that has never met or jammed together before.
amazing, the fact we did ONE song throughout the whole one and a half hours.
fun la.
we've got the wackiest people.
lets take the title down.

rawr.
talk about losing four pairs of earrings in two weeks.
congratulations on losing my fifth.
guess i'd better go get more soon.

and then i whispered a little prayer.
just to make sure you're alright.

oh right.
its april fools' day.
what an odd festival.

but please dont put your life in the hands
of a rock and roll band
who'll throw it all away.

~~perfect~~ion at 4:01 PM